HEART & SOUL

搞定

2012-01-09T08:57:00.001-08:00

现在2012年,原来已经2012年了,新的一年原来来了,过去的原来也过去了

原来一切都那么久那么长了

我忘记我当初的目的了,应该说成我没有目的了吧

追逐原来这么疲累,让人一瞬间可能老去好几十年

这个城市很繁忙,让人不想要离开原来的牵挂,奔向新的事务

或许这个城市也真的太可怕了。

我有一千万根发丝,有些太长了,有些坏掉了

一切别的算数,你还是你的,别的也还你了

新年要快乐，一个人的新旅程碑,我要很多很多美好的事务

我要继续生活了,一切事情我自己搞定!

a week

2012-01-05T08:12:00.000-08:00

hello, i'm Lina Yong =) i'm a person happy all the time no matter what's happening or what's going to happen. i like to sing , sing out loud , don't care that is it out of tune. i dislike to create myself burden , dont care that it's ur burden or mine burden. i like to share my happiness to my friend, i'm so happy to let them know that i'm soo happy. i always smile or even laugh, always laugh out loud and maybe some of them thought i am insane so u may smile or not smile to me but i will return u a big big smile and show my teeth. Btw, my teeth is not so nice looking =S something have to highlight is i'm a pro flirter, and people call me flirt queen. Well, actually my flirting skill is still moderate and need somemore improvement. Next, i am a lazy buzz, dislike do homework dislike go college dislike work but i love money so so much. I am straight and i like boy but not girl so i'm not lesbian. I'm a person that very qisin , always do something that may out of ur mind. The last thing, i wont let u contact me. No aim writting this article, just to hide one of the sentence, haha =D i wont emo , dont worry and be happy. i will show u a bright smile when u see me , life is something about love , so laugh =D

thousand thousand years

2011-12-26T07:55:00.000-08:00

waiting for thousand years , and died for thousand times

i'm not mind to wait for another thousand years more ,

i love u , even thousand years more =)

i fall sick and red dot dot grow on my body and face =S

luckily red dot pale fast , if not i wont go out to meet my friend anymore ..

peoples say i fat =( i keep eating when i sick , LIKE A BOSS

can i study alllllllllllll stuff for final ? i think i cant = (

i'm just so sleepy .... but i have to study !

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS peoples .. coming next will be FINAL !

new year coming soon , chinese new year coming soon ,

valentine coming soon , MY BIRTHDAY coming soon !!

so many thing to do so many thing to think of and so many thing to enjoy ..

cant even focus on my study at ALL .

keep thinking of my decoration of new room..

practicing guitar..

repair of my lappy..

buy new clothes ...

new hair style ...

trip ..

but not exam ! GOOD LUCK in exam peoples =)

i got a new year wish >,<

HOT

2011-11-29T08:05:00.000-08:00

ignore the webcam quality -,-

i'm ugly , hot , sweat , old

attended college prom nite with a big gang friend

just too bored , so no next time =S

sometime still hate such event

it give the feeling of forever alone even partner along -,-

happy life ♥♥

luckily i never trust what u told me , thx god =)

happy mode =D

2011-11-19T04:45:00.000-08:00

hellloooooo , peoples ♥

it's been a long long time i never touch for my dusty diary bloggy

so, have to update about my recent life !

cutttteeee ♥

last saturday attend for adly's birthday !

awwww ~ happy birthday adly !

then..... i think the next memorable stuff will be exam =.=

well, never study hard for that so i think i going to jump sea when final

went bee won with college-mate , i ate kimchi ♥

went for this off season sale and i grab some shirt and bag ♥

no more money no more money >,<

after that , we went pwtc for fabulous food fair ! the food look damn tasty ♥

apply for starbucks cards ♥ green tea latte always the best !!

the shirt i grabbed at the off sale fair ~ i like it ... but just too big == ♥

grabbed a nike bag as my study bag ♥

last bu not least !!! this is the highest session i been over !

not bluffing !!! this car appear in front of my house to fetch me !!!

i start miss it ♥

ps: i think i should mention that almost all the photo copy right from suetee, thank you ♥

只要一切你觉得值得

2011-10-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

每一天都有很多事情发生在你身上的在他身上的在我身上的

好的不好的伤心的快乐的

往往我们都回责骂别人为何受伤了还是向前冲何苦？

我们又不是当事人我们也体会不了那感受我们何尝能够知道价值所在

爱本来就会有快乐有难过

事情就只在于你怎么看待不需要在意别人的值不值得价值的评论只你身上

只要你觉得的一切值得哭也不算什么

我们不是当事人所以我们不能对别人的哭泣说上不值得

人生本就不应该有后悔就算是哭泣只要你想要这样做

也是一样的话只要一切你觉得值得

事情往往就没有对错之分往往也是在爱情上的

只要快乐爱就没有错

只要你想要这样做只要一切你觉得值得

是时候

2011-10-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

this is a diary for you ,for the last time

the moment that i wake up and i straight away look at my phone

i cant even clearly saw what u writing about and i cant even talked well

i still in blur status , i call u

u told me that u dont felt like wanna talking

as usual, i followed what ur wishes.

maybe u just never realize that, i need and i must follow what ur want

u told me that u dont felt like wanna talk and ask me to text u, i follow

even i dont feel like wanna text.

u always expect that i need to follow what ur wishes.

i dont know what is the particular reason tat u so desperate wanna see me

not because of u like me

you never care what my situition and my feeling

u always want me to follow ur wishes even i dont think like wanna do that

have u ever think what my feeling

maybe i am just the one to fill ur free time

i am in tired and i am unhappy

not only physically and also mental

i dont wanna chase ur shadow

i also wish people follow me

i also wish , people care me =)

lina yong jia you

2011-10-03T10:18:00.000-07:00

u throw me the uncertainly, u feel like i will never leave

as my advice for u , last minute is not good for people, people will feel insecure

take care =)

i am not happy =) it is the big step for me to grow

i will be okay . the world is big . no one will wont be able to live without who

memory fade away , time flies .

lina yong jia you =)

i love my friend =)

出卖

2011-09-19T08:31:00.001-07:00

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垃圾

2011-09-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

不確定就別親吻感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

還我鑰匙的備份我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你如果很幸福半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了容身之處我也能有最純粹的孤獨

最孤獨的孤獨

安静安静

2011-09-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

宝贝

2011-06-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

hello baby , nothing special to be update here recently

since like n years never come here ... XD

20-06-2011

happy birthday to my love one ♥

love and sayang u till the world end =)

保佑这孩子健康一辈子快乐一辈子欢笑一辈子幸福一辈子

这是上天赐给我们最美好的礼物

唱歌

2011-05-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

没有办法不唱歌要是唱歌也不能了我会是个疯癫的孩子

走到那里歌声就在那里就算别人把我当疯婆子了

我喜欢憋气因为太多事情不能说不可以说也没办法说

事情可以藏着收着不被发现也可以

想要大哭的时候也可以忍着接受不了也可以撑着

别不让我唱歌因为我已经不知道可以怎样释放了

别人不懂我我也不懂我我很疯

我疯得可能下一秒钟我就不会在这世界上了我也不会人说

我真的不知道我在想什么

我要说我忍不住了

life going ♥

2011-05-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

hallo lovely ♥ i forgot when was the last time i updated my lovely blog

but it's okay for me ... i rather than let it blank but not to post some lame stuff here

talking about my semester holiday life ! well .. it's running smooth and full

so many stuff and event need to be done and cash fly away from me like i going to burn them..

FIRST , lets talk about the u weng z birthday celebration !

we just make a small small event but it was warm ~ my lovely !!

pic of the day at u weng z house ..

we have our pizza dinner there , lovely... full like hell..

we went to sing k at CEO in the noon

well, happy birthday weng z u !!

THE NEXT THING ..

i went to club for the very first time with my lovely fren

i think it was fun !! and there will be next time soon..

i went there with 2 pair of couple .. a bit kanasai actually

they just enjoyed themselves ... but is okay for me la

rather to be alone and shake shake my body ~

♥ handsome handsome handsome

THE THIRD THING ..

finally i went to redang !!

with suetee, weijin, sulearn, kc , kbk , luen , jimmy , sue ching and mavis along !

a love all the stuff there !

the feeling , the smell of sea water , the wind , the stars , the sky , fishes , peoples , resorts !!

i look a bit quiet there .. well .. is like that what

quiet quiet and relax there .. my style ~

♥ nice view

♥♥ ♥ lovely

THE NEXT NEXT NEXT THING ..

finally our yam cha gathering success !!

i felt excited cause almost all of them joined ..

i miss them so much !!!

i like crazy women ~

i wondering why the photo is so sibeh big ... my skin look shit but dont care la !

THE NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT THING..

happy birthday to jun jie !!

dinner with him with kc sulearn and limsuetee at saga hill ...

7 years friendship , hope it will keep going on =)

wish u can get gf soon !!

i think i have skip so many event not yet post out .. but whatever la

sampai sini dulu ♥

no more emo emo post ~

feng mui lina arr ♥

无可救药

2011-04-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

lose

2011-03-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

went to the audition for singing

without any prepared

honestly , i lose .

and honestly i can't accept .

i think no one that i can blame

it's all my fault

i never prepare well and i never care for that at all

and i test the feeling that i never got.

but it push me, to another peak.

thank you

2011-02-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

好一句:"我同你玩下jek''

N-years update

2011-02-18T22:53:00.000-08:00

new sem start ! valentine over ... cny over .. holiday over ..

argh... new semester start for a week

assignment all distribute ..

no effect for me lar ~

i am still in holiday mood ~

some more i more willing to tok at home to going college ..

valentine valentine ....

non of my business ~

OMG ! just open all my angpau money

not yet buka ady use rm120 ..

save save save ....

finally i settle my PTPTN loan agreement and submitted

i think i run around the huge college for the PTPTN duno how many round

god bless god bless .........

must pass !

love love love ♥

more love pls yea ~

pig fat mouse , i hate u

给你给你

2011-01-28T09:16:00.000-08:00

喂，你有在不相信我吗？怀疑我了对吧

也没什么好气的，因为我也不相信我自己了啦

我又说出那样的话了

真不敢相信我还是说出那样的话了。

我真的不想要了

没说错啊，这是我说的啊

我总是笑笑的说着

要是我以前啊

我想我自己啊一定也会像个笨蛋

他说什么我依就是了

现在，我也有些不相信我自己

我也还以为我又会像以前一样了啊

我还是笑笑的说我真的不想要了啦

突然觉悟啊

我觉得我好幸福啊

虽然我没有了他我并没有失去了一切

相反的啊自己放下了啊我却拥有了一切

这有些深奥不过我体会到了啦

这也不过人生必经啊

退一步海阔天空对不？

我心微笑啊

我想很快的啊

他就要来了啦

要是你现在问我啊

我还是会笑笑的说

我不想要了啦...

你相信不啊？ =P

我想啊未来你的她一定很漂亮

我还也漂亮啊，呵呵

fatty fatty

2011-01-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

i love this photo much ~

see this ! it's been half year ago........

i was so slim that time man .....

but now , the singlet that i wear on actual night and the dress that i wear when pmp performance

tak boleh pakai !

wear till me fat like......eww ~

slim slim ~

holiday on , chinese new year on soon

arrrr~

gotta tidy my messy room that look like duno what what

no junk food no junk food

i want my body size back ~

hope can success larrr....

=,=

secondary friend met me and told me ' lina , you so slim ady !'

college friend met me and told me ' lina , you so fat ady lorr ..'

the second sentence more hurt me ='(

you are my angel

2011-01-08T10:19:00.000-08:00

lina ar , be brave
lina ar , u are really brave .

i take out all my courage
and finally i told u
and now my heart getting better after i told u.

the feeling is unrealistic
i still do not believe that i had done something that is impossible
but it already became the fact that i had done it .

u look like nothing after i told u
i wish that it is ur real feeling.
i won't and never request for anything anymore
i just wanna told u what my feeling .

5 jan 2011
the deadline of a heart promise.
and now it had gone
all become pass tense , all ended .

it will be a brand new year and new day for u , lina ♥

this morning when we on the way to college ,
suetee asked me what is the sentence that i feel most touch that i had listen.
think for so long , my mind keep stray on ur shadow
'lina ar , i emo ar .'
but it's okay , all been ended
i just recall back the stupid thing that i had done
haha , i may do it again , but not for u anymore.

aiyaya , exam running but i am in holiday mood !
no mood to study and i just lay on my warm bed ...
chinese new year gotta reach ~
it's the time to get some new shirt new shoes new bag new skin and new hair colour ...
but the most big wishes that i hope to get is......... slim down my expanded body !
but it is so hard for me to cut down my bad eating habit larrrr
god bless me , pls gift me insistance to do all of this

sometime i really jealous of you ,
should i say i am better than u ?
no ..... i cannot answer this .
the only answer that i can give is
maybe i am not better than u
but i know how to appreciate my precious one.

you always get all the good thing
and i always beside u and see what u get
the only thing that i can do is only waiting
i desired for the thing u have too
i wish to have a romantic love too
and i wish ppl can send me a big boutique of flower too.

i get to know, love is ordinary
and i want an ordinary love too

lina is not a good person ,
i do accept all the consequence that i had done
god ar , will you drag my happiness again ?

always

2011-01-08T08:16:00.000-08:00

sorry for what i had done , i hurt ur feeling

i wish u can scold me,
but pls don't keep it silence.

i wish i could keep u in my heart,
but sorry because i not able to do that
i don't wanna lie u and don't wanna drag anymore .

thank you for what u had done to me ,
and sorry for any plan that we not able to do it together again .

u will been appreciated
even i'm not the person .

i wish u will happy for always ,
friend always yea .

i appreciate,
i will keep it in my heart , for always

one month

2011-01-04T07:33:00.000-08:00

one month 一个月
我就在等待着一个月

其实没有好不容易
一个月就这样过去了

现在我不想再等什么答案了
一切已经过去啦现在真是放松啊

记得称赞
lina 你真勇敢 =D

for you

2010-12-21T03:39:00.000-08:00

lina's favourite number

the wrong person

2010-12-07T22:30:00.000-08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

do you know ? i think u won't be able to get know

because of you , all is because of you

no one support me to do this but because of you i done it even they are nobody support me

u know what my feeling , hurt by the person u like ?

i think u know .

but is this the way u try to pay back to me ?

i never hurt u and i try to help u when u are in trouble

i never ignore u because i scare they will be one day u won't find me anymore

but , this is what u pay back to me .

a very sorry to you.

i really cannot accept it this time

maybe you will think that it is a very normal case to make a person like me to dissapointed

but for me , no .

i really heart wrenching, ='[

they will be one more month ,

i won't cut down the date

and i will accept all the challenges .

even is the way you try to hurt me,

sorry , i fall in love to a person that i must hate.

Lina 呀

2010-11-29T07:39:00.000-08:00

别小看我啊我在努力当中

因为我想继续我最爱的梦

我算不上好但我会尽量变更好

期待我的改变吧

毅力毅力毅力！

房间

2010-11-16T01:46:00.000-08:00

lina's favourite number

i am only the sub-

2010-11-08T09:06:00.000-08:00

别对我说时间可以冲淡一切骗人

i am so dissapointed , what u done

and i am so regret what i done

i should not care about what a liar did

but , i do care .

i do hate u .

i am not the substitution for anyone .

reappear

2010-11-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

已经很好了，让我知道你还没死

你好好过你的生活，我也有我的好日子过。

heart-wrenching

2010-10-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

you know how is the feeling ? my heart is going to die , because of you
when i am lost , when i feel hopeless
the person appear beside me , never be you

sorry , i think i should blame to myself
i should not request for anything , it's not mine even when it was started
as a friend , i never leave you
but how about you ?

i really feel heart-wrenching
and i will start not to shout on ur name , anymore

吵

2010-10-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

我变了吗？可能是吧
很吵很吵，这个城市真的很吵
虚假谎言繁忙
这个城市怎么变得这样了？
我好厌倦，甚至有些时候我不想再待在这里了

这里的人类怎么都这样
我也只不过想要安静一些
我没有变，只是面对这一切一切
我不想再说话了

你们虚假。

coughing

2010-10-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

i sick again , this time coughing like hell !
god , pls give me a healthy .

i need to appreciate the person that appreciate me ,
i won't care about the person that not appreciate what i do to her anymore.

我长大了

2010-10-15T08:02:00.000-07:00

我们真的没有缘分我们总是没有缘分

我们根本不该有缘分还好我们没有缘分

也不算什么，我也不期待什么

你向左走，那我继续向右走吧

霎那间想说，我长大了。

not my wedding =D

2010-10-14T02:14:00.000-07:00

i miss here , i miss u and i miss all of you ♥

attended my uncle and aunt wedding last saturday and sunday at ipoh
i skipped the monday tutorial because i'm freaking tired !
and i replaced it on wednesday at group eleven ~

it was the first time i attend the wedding that by the catholik
the church is kinda gland and cantik man !
finally my aunt uncle married , congratz ♥

the life at ipoh is soooo leisure and free ,
no car congested , no tall building , nice food , nice place
no sound pollution and so on .....
really feel like wanna move to ipoh !
the life at kl is sososososo busy and noisy ..... i really bored about it

omg , finally i attended the first lesson for swimming co-curiculum
arrrr...... just two hours swimming , i become more darker !
it still got 10++ lessson to go ... that time maybe i become ... cant imagine that la

i am lazy and i am fat !
i wanna DIET ... god bless it can be succeed !
thank god !

last but not least , i hate assignment .
gotta attend the wedding dinner again at seremben ..
hope i won't be too fat when wearing the dinner dress -,-

我的最爱

2010-10-07T07:23:00.000-07:00

雪儿啊，我也来为你写篇文章
跟你说，我很讨厌学院的生活，因为每一样事情都得自己独立
再也没有像以前一样，所有事情都得自己来，我想你也一样。

一开始第一个学期，我的压力大得我每天都不想去上学
我常常自己一个人在那里哭，也没有朋友可以帮到我
钱借不到，换course, 换class , plkn , talent time , assignment , coursework

当时候我曾经后悔，真是自己拿苦来辛
搞到自己什么事情都一塌糊涂。

说真的，我也很讨厌我的性格，我讨厌自己什么事情都摸摸
不过还好有你，你会领导我，所以我都很听你的话。

我知道你现在很压力，很多事情都得烦，要面对的事情也很多
这个得却是个很艰辛的过程。
你看，我也走过来了啦，哭也哭过来了啦，明天又是新一天的开始了。
不管你做的是什么决定，只要你觉得是好的，你觉得是对的，那我一定也会支持你的。

还有不管你是不是，我当你一辈子的朋友了。
所以我们都要过得很好哦 =D

dead people looking

2010-10-03T07:08:00.000-07:00

have to admit that i getting older ,
i sick again !
the new semester is just started man !

i think all of you know the feeling that suffer by
sore throat , fever , flu , coughing and nose block
how suck is it ......
i just keep sneezing and coughing
i cant talk even a word
sick till colour-colourful ...

i just keep sleeping even i just sit there stationary for five minutes
faint sleep ... must wake me up when u see me sleep like dead people !
damn scare that i will just fall faint sleep and won't wake up anymore -,-

take a big breath ,
i wanna save money badly .
i got no dress for this week wedding ....matilah

take care my dear-nia mun ♥

dreams

2010-10-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

when people asking me about my dream , i always have no specific answer about it .
i scared and i worry about this question .

when i still young , when teacher asking what ur ambition after u grew up ,
i always dreams and imagine that there may one day i become a painter .

since i grow up , my dream been updated ,
i always think that i wanna be a graphic designer or the designer to create a advertisement.

even i am not talented than such people that really potential in this sector ,
but i think that i can think something that you all cant imagine that .

when i was in high school , i be the science stream student
and started to have more contact with the science subject ..
even i am not a smart student ,
but i think that i suitable for this subject and i love it so much too.

so , my dream had upgrated as well
that time i think that i wanna be an engineer or do something that related to science
i wanna have a professional job when i grow up ..
but i never forget my dream that wanna be a designer .

people always need to face the fact and me too .
i use all my courage to give up to study my art and science
you all won't know that how hard is that feeling to give up something that you love
and i decided to take accounting that i really hate the most .

i never forget about my previous dream,
i always hope that i can continue it when i have ability to do it.
but i scare and i feel unsecured
i afraid that i will lost my passion about it.

i am not blame about what i taking now and i know that mother always think for me .
and now when people ask me about my dream
i have no answer for it .
maybe that answer for me is just to earn more money and give my family a better life
i can sacrifice anything for them just because they are my love one .

and now , i have no special wishes
i just hope that my family always in good .

GOD ,
i know u always love me
u want me to explore the difficulties to become a strong person
i accept ur challenge and u will see a better me in future .

i wanna be a babe

2010-09-27T00:00:00.000-07:00

Semester break ended , even i'm not willing to accept it ady ended .
don't feel like wanna start my new semester when i think about the assignment and presentation

i'm still in holiday mood and i miss my high school life and mcd life so much !
it's such a happy moment when i work and study with delta and some new kind friends ..
i enjoyed it !

now i rather to work at mcd with them compare to study la..
just change from group 11 to group 9 and i start to miss all of the group 11 clasmate ady !!
the semester juz started , i start to feel stress
i am surrounded by the problem and problem
but , i will cross it . nothing is stress than when first month of college start

i fat , i got short hair , i got black skin and i got serious eye bag !

feel like wanna design a new shirt for my dear delta♥

i should happy or sad ?
i think i should happy , but can i ?
我的利用价值，也快用完了。

woohoo ❤

2010-09-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

finally , i got my SALARY !!!
and i gotta realized my long long shopping list ~

but juz the chicken water money can i realized it ????
i dont care ~~

i want high heel
i want new shirt
i want new bag
i want new make up stuff
i want new hair style ~~~

......

i cant really list out all the product name la ..==

today , we celebrated moon cake festival
since i am still childish
i play da tang long and candles with all my babe ~~~
and my mum burn her shirt !!

belated happy moon cake festival ❤

ah boy

2010-09-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

hint . birthday

扯

2010-09-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

i know u pain ,
be patient please

it will passed ,
that time when u review back ur sadness
it just a tiny tiny pieces of memories

you will be treasured
and i want you to be treasured too .

and pls don't admit , even it's the truth .

粉碎了

2010-09-07T11:34:00.000-07:00

其实我知道你心也粉碎了
可是我快遗忘你了
别哭我想拥抱了你了

我羡慕，我嫉妒

2010-09-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

有时候啊，我常抱怨，为什么你们比我好？
我羡慕啊，我嫉妒啊。

我知道啊，那是我的命运
就算再怎么样我也只能接受啊。

我羡慕你们，我没你们天分
我羡慕你们，我没你们聪明
我羡慕你们，我没你们好
我羡慕你们，我没你们漂亮
我羡慕你们，为什么遭遇总那么好

那我呢？
自己想要的总不能得到
想要得到，付出的汗水都必须比你们来得多
甚至我必须连自己的梦想也得放弃了。

我知道，上天一定是想要磨练我
让我变强，让我变勇敢
我不知道我还必须经过多少个关卡
告诉你，我不怕

总有一天我也会得到我想要的
我会变强。

♥ changing

2010-08-31T10:16:00.000-07:00

consider almost an hour ...
should i post out the old time photo ?
finally ....... i make the decision ....
i use jor all my brave ..........100% BRAVE

i review back all my old time photo
the best word to be describe is UGLY !!!!

VOMIT～～～～～～～～～
***********************************************************

Qiang qiang qiang !!!!
this is all my recent photo .............. [ most recent ady la ]
do u all think that i got become beauty ???

p/s : note for me
LINA u cant eat anymore .....
u are totally fat right now !!!!
if u feel that wanna return back to the old face
juz keep on eating ......

why , u always push me away ?
but not toward ?
this really want you want ?

never mind

2010-08-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

never mind , it's just the starting
pain ? about three minutes..
after that i will forget .

i won't be think anymore ,
about what u did .
and please no next time .

and maybe that u , just i haven't realize
or just i think too much .

kanasai .. i'm angry about u .
the end .

do you care ?

2010-08-22T21:35:00.000-07:00

tip - lina's birthday

i'm poor !

2010-08-18T22:40:00.000-07:00

i had good healthy when i was still in secondary school
but now since i stepped into the college life
i never stop disturb by the sick virus la .

within 3 month ....

the first week went to school for the orientation week,
i was fever and stomach-ache ..
that time i really pain till feel like wanna die

during the tt training month ,
it was so so tired ..
then i sick again
argh ..
but i enjoyed la ~

after tt night ,
maybe i cant suit myself to the day without training
i fall sick again ...

lagi .......
don't know why , and forgot when ady ..
i sick again ..
and this time i can't tahan ady
seek for the doctor
it was the first time i see the doctor because of fever after primary school ..
argh ........................................

and now !
because lack of sleep and the day with durian ..
i falling to sick again !!

really need to admit that i grow older ..
i want my good health back !

exam coming soon ,
study study and study la ..

i become hot tempered ,
because of you !

gonna boom jolyn's house this saturday ,
yor .. i miss my delta ~~

being human

2010-08-12T08:50:00.000-07:00

12/08/2010

可能是我经历不够不了解人性的丑恶
可能是我把一切想的太简单看不清人性的心机欲望

看来以后我得学会面对人性的恶魔
清醒了杨铭怡别以为别人会像你一样思想简单

i can't accept initially , but now i think i will try to accept it .

9-8-2010

2010-08-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

9-8-2010
回忆生日快乐

poor but fat la

2010-08-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

POOR !
no outing pls ....... T,T
need save money for the coming outing and celebration
and also the coming sem break ....
GOSH ~ no money nothing can do when sem break la ..... ==

august 07 , 2010
argh !
exam coming soon ...
but i have no mood to study at all la ....
juz play play play
out out out ........
OMG ~ save me pls ~

and for jolyn birthday celebration ,
i gotta boom her house!
hope u guys all can attend ~

i getting fatter ..
i wanna diet !

for me

2010-08-03T06:57:00.000-07:00

i know , i need to learn to be independent
even i'm not willing to accept the fact .

it such a hard process for me to pass through
even i say i don't care
and even i smile in front u and tell u that i not scare

i scare , in my heart .
and i cry , in my heart .

peoples , i will be more strong .

ice-cream pls ~

2010-08-01T10:13:00.000-07:00

finally , i am here ! =*]
time to blogging ..................

there are so many thing happen
i plan to write out all .... but got some i almost forget la = , =

i almost sick about two week !
and still not recover yet la .......
cough till like the lung also gonna come out
and the nasal mucus non-stop flowing out !
due to the weather damn hot la ......
and i eat 6 ice-cream in two day ,
drink 3 milo ice and i kopi ice in two day .....
so it my sick getting worst .............hehehehe
nelson don't slap me yea >.<

today went to cousin house ~
juz for lepak and there are more quiet and cold
not like my home , hot like burning ...........

i eat sososososo many food today ~
and i tell u all a weird stuff .........

when i plan to diet , all my fnf say that i become fatter ...
and when i keep eating ..... they all say me become slim ady ........................
WEIRD !!!!
it mean that i need to keep eating la ~

two more month ...... my uncle gonna marry ~
i wanna become the sharp one ~
i wanna diet !!!!!
then can wear da nice nice dress !!!!!
all ppl keep looking at me !!!!!
wuahahahahahahahaha...................................

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
juz now when i went to toilet
i found that there were no water supplied !!!!!
what can i do ? T.T

exam coming soon , but i still blank . gosh ..
delta , let plan for the semester break ~

chiawen ask me to change to his group next sem ,
but u know i bu she de my classmate a .

first time i feel that fun playing meetoto without mic
hahahahahahahahaha
hey guy , my mum scold me cause meetoto till too late a ~

大家都说我越长越大说话就越来越少了
不知道你们也是否觉得啊？=]

我不快乐，知道吗。

fresh fresh fresh

2010-07-30T10:31:00.000-07:00

*i have no photo to post la

finally , i change my blog attire .
it use about few hours .....
i am not satisfied to the outcome at all =[
i more love my blog old's style .
anyway .. juz make some change
make it feel fresh a bit ~

i got so many feeling that wanna express
but now sleepy and dizzy
not mood at all .....
i think even the articles come out
it also can't totally describe .

today , qs coursework 2
i understand what selfish standing for .

see u all on next article .

什么也不是

2010-07-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

一开始，你们就不该跟我说
一切都让我不知道，那更好。
我什么也不是，早就不该有这样好的待遇。
我没有说什么，可是让我看见了，我真的很难过，因为不是我。

12.45 am 18-07-2010

你不知道的

2010-07-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

我并不厉害
只是要是有一天
你们要我发挥我正真的潜力
我一定会要你们好看

我不说话
不代表我什么都不懂

.

recently ♥

2010-07-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

now i realize that i already a big girl
a college student !
even my mind still remain at the level of high school that always play play play

i wanna get closer with my classmate !
but got some obtacles between us la
like nothing to communicate
well , i will try my best to make it better =]

call me lazy worm pls !
i lazy to manage my blog background anymore !
maybe i juz update and update and dint change my blog style la
anyway , i am so satisfied with my blog attire now HAHA

my brain gonna rust soon
the memories section become weaker and weaker
even u remind me hundred time
i will forget later also
hai.............. no idea about this la

super many assignment a , and test and presentation some more
stress up !!

college life make me become fatter and fatter
i eat non-stop !
the body shape become rounder and rounder la

recently suffer with hair problem
the speed that hair fall faster than the hair grow la
i dunwan to become bolt a....................................T T

gonna meet my delta this sunday
delta a, do u know that i really so love u all a ♥

never regret

2010-07-05T05:07:00.000-07:00

time passes so fast ,
i still remember when i first steped into the tarc college hall ,
the first thing that i looked on the video of college was audition for tt night and oo night .

i'm feeling interested on it and i thought that wanna joined it .
the first time i audition for tt night ,
the song that i performed was when u r gone and tong shou tong jiao
i felt it's ok but no confidence to step into next round .

when night , i received a message from tt night committee
that i get into next round , so ask me ready for the next round song

the second i audition ,
that time i fever , i sing till like shit .
then i had no confidence at all to become the finalist

i waited waited and waited
they still haven sent the message to me .
i felt quite depress that i cant get into the final

until midnight ,
finally i received the message from tt,
tell me that i get into the final ..
that time i felt really so surprise
cause that i had not perform well when audition .

during the training time ,
many thing happen.
something happy and something unhappy .
that time i really felt so stress
and finally one day before the pnp ,
i cried in front jia jia .

actually ,
my family not supported and not allowed me to participated this program
but i insist my own attitude .
my mum scolded me everyday
and i listened it everyday ..
it really a big obtacle for me

and one day ,
i not feeling so well ..
and stood for too long time
and finally i faint .

that time all ppl afraid about me,
i listened they cried ,
i listened what they said to me ,
they take care of me
and hold my hand .
i really felt so warm .

next , one week before the actual day
that was the week i most tired .
i think juz sleep for two hours in one day
and that time ,
my face pucat and greenish like hell
but i can tahan until actual day ..

i really scare ,
scare that i cant perform well
scare i will make my team become unperfect

on the actual day ,
even i not sing well
even i not dance well
and even the technique problem was occur .

but i felt that i improved
cause i become brave .
i sing infront of thousanf ppl .
i think it's a good try for me

i will continue to work hard
for my singing road
even it maybe tough

and the last ,
thank you to all of you guys
that never give up for me .
i will appreciate it

near and near

2010-06-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

spider web all around
and now i have no time to manage my blog

tt actual night count down .
hope i can do my best
and slim slim slim down haha

busy life busy life
but i vanity la

who know it ?

2010-05-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

it is the third time i taip for this article .

tell you ,
i miss my high school life , deeply and deeply.

it the time for me now to join the college life,
but for me , i really cant suit it .

i feeling so stress ,
but , who know it ?

everytime,
i alone walking around the huge campus,
without any direction ,
u know what my feeling?

i'm feeling so stray .
i so scare
but , who know ?

do you know that ,
i scare to be alone .

delta , i miss all of you a
i dunwan stay at college anymore a

college life

2010-05-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

i still cant suit myself to the college
i think the high school life is more fun >.<

I GOTTA BE ALONE IN THE CLASS ........
hope can change to accounting successfully ~

now i thinking , should i join tt night ?
the time for training is so ugly for me .
and my mum not support me to join
one trouble throw to me ................

how i go to school for the rest of the day ?
== no one same time with me la
the campus should set near by my house ma
another trouble to me again...

money money money
english english english

this is the thing that need the most in college

un-worth

2010-05-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

am she giving an egregious request to you all ?
just to participate an event or gathering of our group ?
sorry if i make any troubles or unhappy to you all.

any reason that wanna explain ?
the reason tat you going to give , izzit to cover ur fault or what ?
ok , i accept .

sorry , i just feel not-worth.
not me , but yin .
cause i care my friend feeling.

sorry .

vanity ~

2010-05-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

super duper miss my high heel life ♥
feel like wanna wear da high heel and date v my dear ~

counting down for 2 day more !
i going to end my sale girl life at sogo soon !

suddelnly feel so vanity,
after end my sale life
nothing else can do again ==
maybe juz laying on the bed until afternoon
then juz online , eat and excrete and sleep again .

going to start my college life soon !
tarcian ~ such a nice name >.<
hope i can change from admin to accouting successfully

i will retake the car test again at 11 may
hope i wont do any mistake again
it charge me rm150 more !
SHIT
it is the service i get from my uncle !
i wont forget it ! WTF

damn damn damn damn damn POOR
even the money for transport to work
i also cant afford
need get the INSTALLMENT from my mum
T.T
how about sing k and movie and yin birthday and more and more ~~~
installment again ?!

still need to wait about three week to get the salary
OMG
how can i continue my life ?!
i still need to dye my hair and buy new shirt , new shoes , new bag for my college life~
i think i juz can delay my plan now until i pay all the installment first ...wuahaha

need to report ourself on 10 may on tarc
die lo ~ i still haven slim down my body leh
how go kao zai ...................
VANITY ~~~~
cant wait to meet my leng zai soon~
wuahaha ♥

30/04/2010

2010-04-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

每一天都好累
日子，算得上过得充实

再累，也都习惯了
每天有说有笑的，还真开心

但是，我空虚

botak ♥

2010-04-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

ice kacang puppy love ♥

even not very nice
but it's malaysia product
support guy !

BOTAK BOTAK BOTAK ♥

2010-04-17T10:24:00.000-07:00

17/04/2010 saturday

Lina Yong is totally stress

我的

2010-04-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

突然很渴望，有人能够待在我旁边
给我说说话，抱抱我。

感觉上，已经好久没人和我说话了
一个人，原来也没很好。

知不知道，我现在很忐忑
有人听见吗？

jh

no tag anymore pls

2010-03-24T08:37:00.000-07:00

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坐上幸福热气球，开始咯幸福热气球：
第一阶段
① 绰号: lina
② 星座：pieces
③ 生日：1992/03/17
④ 兴趣：draw, sing, think and dream
⑤ 血型：duno
⑥ 最宝贵的东西：family and friend
⑦ 最討厭的东西：nothing tat i hate i think

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
幸福热气球：
第二阶段

① 有喜欢的人吗: got
② 有交往吗：no
③ 幸福吗：sure
④ 他很爱你吗：no
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么：play ben zhu jump

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
幸福热气球：
第三阶段

① 你被谁点：joey
② 他是你的谁：schoolmate and friend
③ 他的个性是：cute and caring
④ 他长得怎样：cute
⑤ 跟他认识多久：i also duno a , i think is 9 year
⑥ 你想跟他说什么：wish u all the best a , happy always a ♥
⑦ 如果他变成你的情人：impossible

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
幸福热气球：
第四阶段

① 最爱的音乐：nice geh la
② 最爱的季节：autumn ba
③ 最爱的卡通：hello kitty , mr. bean , doraemon , lou fu zi , crayon sincan , and many many a
⑤ 最想去的国家：威尼斯，维也纳，australia , korea , jepun, taiwan
⑥ 最爱的水果：all
⑦ 最爱的饮料：all
⑧ 最爱的人：family , delta ♥ , jh

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
幸福热气球：
第五阶段
① 你很爱哭吗：less
② 你很爱笑吗：never stop to laugh
③ 你是很有信心的人吗：okok jek la
④ 你想要怎样的生活：happy and can always live v my friend and family
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：okok ba
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：nothing gonna change my love for music
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：♥
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：okok ba
⑨ 你很专情吗：maybe
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：sure

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

如果你有三个愿望，Tell me your wish :
-i will success in my study , work and always be confidence
-always be with my family and fren
-become rich , slim , tall , leng

最后

2010-03-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

不要给不爱的人任何希望。
希望越大，失望就越大。
也许你只是喜欢被人爱的感觉吧，
但是当失望来临的时候，
你也许会因为你的贪婪，而被对方厌恶。
-对不起，请别讨厌我。

不要后悔。
不管做了什么选择，是不是正确的选择。
请不要后悔。
时间不可能倒流，每个人都要为每个人的过错承担责任。
很多时候，错过的就再也回不来了。
-我不后悔，我愿意为我做的错承担责任。

最后一抹的微笑，告诉你，我不后悔。
21/03/2010 星期天

♥ big day

2010-03-17T09:20:00.000-07:00

17/03/2010

legally eighteen years old
having fun v my babe and dude at red box plus
and also my black forest ♥

suetee , beeyin, weng , chiawen, jolyn , kah heng ,
munmun,jiajia,dee dee,junwei,bing ,kbk

我想神许愿：希望以后不管多少个十年，都能够与你们同在

你我他

2010-03-13T07:03:00.000-08:00

爱情是追到手的吗？

不是。真正的感情根本不需要追的。

两个人的默契，在慢慢将两颗心的距离缩短，在无意识中渐

渐靠近彼此。

从好朋友到情人，真正的感情是用不了多久的。

从你喜欢上他的那一刻起，也许他也在那一刻喜欢上了你。

同节奏的爱情往往能奏出最和谐最动听的乐章。

真正的爱情需要什么？需要两个人在一起是轻松快乐的，没有压力。

爱一个人就是毫无保留地付出吗？
不是。

每一个人都是一个独立的人，我们首先是属于自己的，

我们有思想，我们有个性，而不是把我们的全部都给对方。

我们可以有保留，比如你不愿意说的隐私，有秘密的人才是成熟的，不是吗？

有时候不说出来反而更好。

外貌和个性哪个更重要？
男人年轻的时候往往喜欢漂亮的女子，

25岁以后，会选择和自己性格合适的女子，能和自己一起过日子的人。

喜欢一个人，太急切了，反而不好。

一是因为越想得到的越得不到；

二是得到了也很难珍惜，来得快去得也快。

细水长流一些，爱情会更长久。

相爱容易相处难。

相处中最重要的是宽容和妥协，在信任和了解的基础上。

没有宽容和妥协，任何两个人都无法相处。

纯纯的爱也许只有一次，但是真爱未必只有一次。
时间会抚平一切伤痕。

我们其实是可以爱上很多人的。

我们不是喜欢某个人，而是喜欢某种类型的人。

先来的人和我们相遇了，于是我们幸福地走到了一起；

对于后到的人，只能抱以歉意，同时，祝福他早日找到属于他自己的幸福。

没有谁是我们一生非拥有不可的，

爱一个人，很多时候实际上是习惯了这个人。

现实和浪漫哪个更重要？
现实。

没有现实为基础，浪漫就是空中楼阁。

大学校园的爱情往往随着毕业而告终，大多是因为不现实，不在一个城市。

只有相互欣赏相互佩服各有所长的人，

才会碰撞出最美丽的火花，也才会结出最甜美的爱情果实。

分手后我们还可以做朋友吗？
最好不要。

剪不断，理还乱。

过去了就过去了，我们不是生活在过去，而是现在。

爱情不等于生活，只是生活的一部分。

不要因为自己长相不如对方而放弃追求的打算，

长相只是一时的印象，真正决定能否结合主要取决于双方的性格。

帅哥配丑女，丑女配帅哥的太多了。

恋爱的时间能长尽量长。

这最少有两点好处：

一，充分、尽可能长的享受恋爱的愉悦，

二，两人相处时间越长，越能检验彼此是否真心，越能看出两人性格是否合得来。

想知道一个人爱不爱你，就看他和你在一起有没有活力，

开不开心，有就是爱，没有就是不爱爱情不是感动，

你不是他心目中的理想伴侣，即使一时接受你，

将来碰上他心仪的那一位，一样会离开你。

有些人情绪容易大起大落，这样的人是很难维持一段长久的关系的。

浪漫是什么？
是送花？雨中漫步？楼前伫立不去？

如果两人彼此倾心相爱，什么事都不做，静静相对都会感觉是浪漫的。

否则，即使两人坐到月亮上拍拖，也是感觉不到浪漫的。

是否门当户对不要紧，最重要应该是兴当趣对，不然没有共同语言，

即使在一起，仍然会感觉到孤独。

持久的爱情源于彼此发自内心的真爱，建立在平等的基础之上。

任何只顾疯狂爱人而不顾自己有否被爱，

或是只顾享受被爱而不知真心爱人的人都不会有好的结局。

爱情既是风险投资，难免有去无回，失恋是再正常不过的事情。

爱过，就够了。

既然不能在一起，总有不能在一起的理由。

不能因为别人负了你，就不负责任地游戏、报复或是堕落，

自己演的戏，总要自己收场的。

何况，他不爱你，你做什么他都不会在乎。
如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。

莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；

怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。

没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。

爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。

你可能习惯与现在的恋人，

明明不太喜欢，但在一起久了，习惯使人不太愿做新的选择。

人生会面临无数次选择。

当给你机会选择时，你一定要谨慎；

一旦你做出了选择，就永远不要后悔；

拿得起，放得下，该断则断，该忘记的，就把它忘记；

该珍惜的，就要把它珍惜

我们总说：“我要找一个很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。”

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你却无法回答他，

因为你自己也不知道。

没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。

可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。

或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，

但是你有没有想过，在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，

只是你没有发觉而已呢？

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧，他或许已经等你很久了。

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。

所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，

完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分。

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，

或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，要了解也要开解；

要道歉也要道谢；要认错也要改错；

要体贴也要体谅；是接受而不是忍受；

是宽容而不是纵容；是支持而不是支配；

是慰问而不是质问；是倾诉而不是控诉；

是难忘而不是遗忘；是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求而不是向对方诸多要求。

可以浪漫，但不要浪费，不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。

浪漫的人这样描述与爱人的相逢：

千万人当中，在时间的无涯的荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了。

两个人好着的时候，你不妨就这样想吧。

如果不好了，你要明白是否和某人在一起，不过是一个再简单不过的概率问题。

数千个擦肩而过中，你给谁机会谁就和你有缘分，纵没有甲，也会有乙。

别傻等那种想像中的木石前盟般的缘分了，生活中哪有那么多传奇。

别醒着做梦了，难道你忘了艺术虽然来源生活，却还高于生活吗

9/2/2010- 劲

2010-02-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

my blog undergoing fermentation
the enzyme gonna activate my blog

good new :

'''''''''congraz , LINA PASS UNDANG TEST '''''''''
''''''''' 47/50 [i feel i so geng , lol] '''''''''

-dyed my hair with dark copper brown [not obvious at all]
-chinese new year coming soon '''
- no new clothes , no new shoes , no new bags
-my fringes grow so fast , within one week only

爱也只不过是大家玩乐得游戏
生活中的调味品
这场真真假假的游戏
玩腻了
就退出
需要太认真吗？

because of you

2010-01-20T07:35:00.000-08:00

我的大伙
我爱你们
不管以后怎么样了
或许你们会把我忘了
可是要记得我们的相遇
存在回忆里
永远都会那么的美丽

my life full with love because of u
my ♥ delta

.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-01-11T04:46:00.000-08:00

♥♥♥♥♥

so many thing happen
lazy to update >.<
- listen the undang with jiajia , melia and jeanie
- we all sempit inside the kancil
-sleep together -the canteen food damn briny
-jeanie leng a~

-old town with suetee and weng
-nobody ask mun go but we all thought tat we got call , haha
-DAMN SUPER ANGEL BROWN
-i so scare >.< ， i din bring money then go there eat

-interview for AIA work tomorrow
- a bit bit panic
-formal dressing ! OMG
-god bless!!
-i will try my best ~

- i damn fat now !
- diet planning failed !

2010-01-03T09:19:00.000-08:00

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jheugene

pw : jh

2010

2010-01-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

2010 ，你好
我该除旧迎新
旧的不去新的不来

旧的
不会把你忘了
我不想约束你
我会放开你
我要放开自己
因为我爱你
你永远在我心里
无可取代

天黑的时候我也愿陪着你
再小的闪烁也努力放光明
当有天我在夜空里面偶尔被发现
希望我眨眼能感动你视线

想把小星星排成爱的图形
为你的天空点缀一些惊奇
即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿
不求你看见只想为你发光永远

笑

2009-12-27T20:51:00.000-08:00

當令你快樂的一切不能再令你快樂，當令你悲哀的一切不能

再令你悲哀，甚至激怒你的一切不能再激怒你的時候，是不是很可怕？一位哲人曾說過：這就叫做蒼老。

再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切，都只能加上一個“別人的”。

再想起我們在一起的事，也只能加上一個“曾經的”。

有些感情是指甲，剪掉了還會重生，無關痛癢。而有些感情是牙齒，失去以後永遠有個疼痛的傷口無法彌補。

不見面不等於不思念，不聯絡只是為了掩飾眷戀。

有些人臉上太多的笑是因為他們心中有太多的淚。

人生有一個地方，有一個人，在這個人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必有形象，可以全身是弱點，這是知己。

每個人在每個階段得做每個階段的事，就算懷念，都得離開。

只有你不想放的，沒有你放不下的。

很多人，很多事，原本是熟悉的，以為明天可以再繼續的。於是轉過身暫時放手，想的是明日又將重聚的希望。太陽落下去重新升起來以前，那些事，就不可能再經歷；那些人，就從此與你永別了。

有時候不知道真相，不了解本質的人，是快樂的．而能夠假裝不知道真相，不了解本質的人，卻是幸福的．

就像一個熱鬧的party剛剛結束，人走了，燈滅了，黑暗中就只剩下你一個人……人有時就需要在寂寞中才能自省．只有從喧囂走入寂靜，你才會專注自己的心靈．

對的時間,遇見對的人,是一生幸福.

對的時間,遇見錯的人,是一場心傷.

錯的時間,遇見錯的人,是一段荒唐.

錯的時間,遇見對的人,是一生嘆息.

生命中不斷有人離開或進入．於是，看見的，看不見了；記住的，遺忘了．生命中不斷有得到和失落．於是，看不見的，看見了；遺忘的，記住了．然而，看不見的，是不是就等於不存在？記住的，是不是永遠不會消失？

我一直不願意承認你是我生命中的過客。

今生今世,但願歲月靜好,現世安穩,每天都能看見他的笑顏。

若必得與最後的荒蕪對望，也許明日出發，看一程山長水遠，而歸來是一生的事。

青春尚未散場，還有未來可以揮霍。現實很窮，理想很富裕。

當你還在我身邊，我就開始懷戀，因為我知道你即將離去。——米蘭昆德拉

我們已經走得太遠，以至於忘記了，為什麼而出發。——紀伯倫

佛笑了笑：愛是因為相互欣賞而開始的，因為心動而相戀，因為互相離不開而結婚，但更重要的一點是需要寬容、諒解、習慣和適應才會攜手一生的。

我最喜歡有你的城市。

我愛你.也許這是心底最大的遺憾,因為,從來不曾訴與你。

愛一個人，不要隨便牽手，更不要輕易放手！

在這世間，有一些無法抵達的地方。無法靠近的人。無法完成的事情。無法佔有的感情。無法修復的缺陷。

當他終於對你說“你的名字，我的姓氏”後，他終於不用套上別人的了，他也不是曾經的了。只是，那時，是否可以真的無憾？

在什麼都不確定的時候，我們總是愛得太遲，放棄得太快，輕易付出承諾，又不想等待結果。

戒指，不再是一生一世的承諾，終生相守的誓言，卻成了紀念傷感的烙印。

就像有人說過的：戒指好比愛情，戴在手上，也是戴在心上；傷在心上，便也傷在手上。不敢碰的，是那心裏的傷；不原摘的，是那難捨的愛。

有人說，通往心臟的血脈是在無名指上，你知道我多想在今生，傾盡所有，牢牢地栓住你的無名指啊！

如果愛讓我走下去,我一定會拼到愛盡頭。

時間過了，愛情淡了，相愛的人也就散了。

有些人是一直會刻在生命裏的，哪怕忘記了他的聲音忘記了他的笑容忘記了他的臉，可是每次想起他，那種感受，卻永遠不會變。

曾經以為你是風箏，我是手中握著那根線，無論你飛向何方，我最終是你的歸屬。現在終於明白，如果愛你，就不應該束縛你。

-不会再约束你
因为我爱你
jh

hello human

2009-12-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

hello, human .. i bored here

duuuuu....

messy hair look ..

messy !!!! messy !!!!

someone call me @@

the time before genting
left some fun in my blog ....

webcam webcam webcam webcam webcam webcam

and now ,,,,,
GENTING HERE I COME !!!!!!!

in seeking

2009-12-19T08:59:00.000-08:00

went to mid valley for the educational fair today
this is the first time i lift there by ktm

after i get the car lesson
i wont lift the ktm again !!!!

ppl mountain ppl sea !!!

no bad that i got buy a new wallet ^^

i still in blur
still in seeking my future
nobody give me guide
anybody can help me ? pls

genting !!! here i come

present from god

2009-12-17T02:31:00.000-08:00

maybe you are the gift from god
help me to forget all that been passed

and you really a best present
maybe that my fate
i not brave to accept this gift

and even i accept this gift
i still not confidence that i can forget the passed
and it so unfair to you

are you willing to accept a person like me with other shadow ?
an unfair love to you , are you willing to accept ?
and should i start this , to forget my passed ?

i so affraid , you know ?

i am ladies

2009-12-17T02:20:00.000-08:00

15-12-2009 tuesday

i had a date with my dear delta babes ！
neway for singing k and also happy birthday to jun wei
am i so ladies ? my girl s ..

16-12-2009 wednesday

had walk at hong lok pasar malam
wooo... people moutain people sea
HIGH HELL ！！
so many high heel ah .............><><
unstatisfied la
lim suet ee remember what u promised me a
and the most ！i eat the 麻辣香肠
i wanna 喷火！！！

sry that what i had promised to u that cant be realize
cause that time i in busy and juz say ok to anything that u ask
but i will try my best geh ~

coffee and tea

2009-12-10T09:02:00.000-08:00

are you willing to have a person with other shadow ?
even you are willing , but i not willing
it not fair for u

你愿意拥有一个拥有别人影子的人吗？
你愿意，我也无法接受
我会很惭愧
因为我害怕无法檫去那影子

这不公平的交易你还要吗？

大伙

2009-12-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

多年以后，回头仰望，这就是当时的我们

我们的爱情,你会忘记吗

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jheugene

.

♥

2009-12-04T06:14:00.000-08:00

宝贝，可知道我有多不舍你们
好爱你们哦

i ♥ delta
i ♥ mewah

.

2009-11-27T05:14:00.000-08:00

i feel so sorry .
i regret after i tell u .
even i already know it .
so sorry !

特別的朋友

2009-11-20T20:31:00.000-08:00

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過

，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.

那么，你这位特别朋友是谁呢？
你知道吗？

18-11-09

2009-11-18T01:58:00.000-08:00

spm running
god bless !
thx god !

and also genting trip !

12-11-2009 COUGH

2009-11-11T23:45:00.000-08:00

.big head !

cough that unstop !
any medicine that can treat my cough faster ?
i scare that i will get quarantine when spm !
save me !

.

NO SPM
ONLY THE DREAM AFTER SPM

.

9/11/2009

2009-11-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

.

flue virus attack again !

.

原来爱情那么难

2009-11-05T08:22:00.000-08:00

.

眼淚排山倒海再抵擋不了傷害
我們的愛結束在這個夜晚
春夏冬暖多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一個人習慣孤單

愛最痛的呼喊是不能夠再重來
多年後我卻牢牢記在腦海
幸福再來我依然會充滿期待
找回愛最初的幸福港灣

最后爱的呼喊再见了
我期待更美好的未来

新的咯

.

03-11-2009

2009-11-02T22:33:00.000-08:00

.

dears , i am sick

.

30-10-2009

2009-10-29T20:44:00.000-07:00

hope my tuition trip will not crash with my genting trip
i love my tuition friends so much
i dun want miss the trip

god bless ！！

我好不舍我的补习哦

❤ NEW

2009-10-27T05:21:00.000-07:00

i think i look clean inside ❤ it so much

god bless m3 ! hope i can gt the best !
i will try to wash all my memory before
i want get the new ..
thx god ..
hope the new can replaced my old stuff
but when i can get the new ?

haha ~ in finding
don't be too rush
maybe he also in finding me ! haha !

when when when ?! cant wait !
and also
GENTING TRIP !!!
WAIT FOR ME !!

寂寞 881

2009-10-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

881 寂寞
一点也不想要
结束不了
往寂寞里跑
有了回忆
我好骄傲
一辈子
也不会忘掉

为了谁？
问自己
我也不知道

-一个人流浪
我会怀念你的拥抱
但我需要更好的
失去了爱不用再等

meat lover

2009-10-20T06:12:00.000-07:00

the day without meat
SUFFER !!

dissapoint that cant meet you
but i think that you

阿牛

2009-10-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

.

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jheugene

我痛说不出来，阿牛
.

keekeeekkeeeke

2009-10-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

you know what i affraid now ?
the affraid tissue spreading around my blood
and go through my whole body

i can't sleep now !
god please bless my sis !
i love you !
and please don't disturb my sis !
i will kill you !

god i love you !

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淚 ’

2009-10-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

在你说出话时
难道你就不会知道我是怎么想的吗？
难道你以为我不会难过吗？
你也当过别人的儿女啊
难道你还不知道那感受吗？

人会没有力量
是因为没有亲人的支持

你知道吗？
我很失望

.

朋友们啊，知道我是多么的爱你们吗？

.

$$

2009-10-10T03:23:00.000-07:00

attention!

my com in spoil status

so hard for me type the article use the soft keyboard !

my love that not only one

2009-10-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

my love that uncalculate

TO my beloved teacher ,

i always heart with you all , sorry for my bad manner
thank for the teaching and you all are always in my heart
thank you teacher . after this , maybe we will not see each other
but teacher will always in my heart , i will not forget that
teacher , i promise that , i will back with success

back with success ?!
my lazy manner .. can i ?

---------------------------------

another than the touching part
today , i am so hardworking
i go to school !!!!
i get my mathematic trial paper 1 today

37/40

for me , i dissapointed
but compare with my chemistry and chinese paper
i think this good for me

still got one month
i will be graduated
and i will meet with the exam
this the time i choose the path that i need to run

i still in blur
look like a little ship at the centre of the sea
god bless me !

today i found some story
maybe a tragic tale
i found that i am so fortunate

and the most surprise part !
i found that i still got the attraction !!!

阿牛

2009-09-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

阿牛我想我像你

‘阿盈，我根本没法忘记你
我尝试不去想你，尝试去忘记你，尝试去祝福你
可是那一份痛，就像我失去的脚一样
每一晚都将梦中的我给痛醒
我只不过是世界上的一颗沙子
我的痛何足挂此 ’

我只不过是世界上的一颗沙子
我的痛何足挂此